Sometimes im not sure if it is all worth it in the end.
Sometimes when I say “I’m okay”, what I really want is for someone to hold my hand, look me in the eyes and say “I know that you’re not okay, here is $1000.00”.
Why cant this be easy. Why cant i just close my eyes and when i open them have the decision im destined to live with right in front of me, in stead of spending countless hours thinking and wondering about which path i should follow. Im going mad. Mad as a hatter. If only it was as easy as flipping a coin and choosing that way or having someone tell me which one im meant to do. I just hate the fact that i could choose one and it not be the one in destined to have and be wasting that time. Decisions. Decisions. Theyre going to make my brain combust.
the people who like say ‘1 second has passed’ when ur like ‘just give me a sec’ are the people u need to avoid and sacrifice to the aztec gods
So happy one second, incredibly depressed the next.